Title Changing Blues

This poem goes with my previous post, read the post before you read this poem, or vice versa.

Just Another Girl
Running with sweet passion in my dreams
Your heart is what my goal solely means
I woke up this morning in a strange mood
I couldn’t drink any water, eat any food.
Looking to the phone there is a message I should see,
It’s you calling me last night, telling me where to be.
I’m thinking, why are you wasting all this time on me?

If you can’t be honest why do you even talk?
When I speak my heart, my heart you mock,
With your selfish lies and unspoken truths.
Leaving me in the dark your mind soothes,
The un-wanting heart and soft shallow mind.
That you wholly possess and I hope to find.
No longer am I going to waste being kind.

You know I can never really give you up,
So my heart you will continue to corrupt
Later I know you’ll claim to be in the dark
But we both know you were on the mark.
Playing the victim you are all the same.
My bleeding heart I will need to tame.
But then you will go off to do it all again.

The future only looks brighter....