Wasting time
You ever sit down set to do something, then 4-6 hours later, get up and realize that you didn't do anything remotely connected to what you had to do. Then by that time you’re late for class/work and you don't do what you were supposed to at all. That used to be me, pretty much all the time. Now I only get like that once and awhile, and usually with stupid stuff like checking my bank account or buying food, which compared to writing essays and paying bills, is a lot better. Anyways, I'm getting less like that which I think is a thing to celebrate. But with my new found focus I also have a lot of time to do stuff.
So, I'm back on this blog.
So my roommates have been starting to bug me, but I think its mostly cuz I've been in a shitty mood this last week or so. I don't know what it is, I'm lacking something in my life. So I bought an ipod nano, that kind of helped, but now I'm just running all the time and I'm constantly tired (read previous post). It's kind of interesting what kind of effect spending so much money can have on my life. For instance, before I'd set my alarm for 9am and get up at 10:30 and barely make it to class. Now, I get up at 9 run 2.5miles and do my whole workout and barely make it to class. I just feel so guilty about spending so much money, I gotta make up for it, justify it somehow. And so far this is working, plus, I don't let myself abuse my ipod so one of the few times I get to use it is while running, so that’s even more incentive. Back to the funk I'm in. I don't know what’s the deal is, maybe this is what true alcoholics go through when they need a drink. I usually drink on thursdays but I'm not drunk now so maybe I'm just naturally down because my body is missing that regular injection of liquor, or maybe its all in my head. Maybe I'm just tired.
So, I'm off to the races with a new thought. Pretty much all girls want is attention. You give them that, and you’re good. With most you'll have to penetrate their natural self protective system (I forget what that’s actually called) but then you'll be good. But who knows, not like I'm dying for another drama filled ordeal which will result in me just being pissed off all the time anyways. But, I'll be damned if I don't still think about it all the time.
Don't worry… I'll post something interesting eventually.
So, I'm back on this blog.
So my roommates have been starting to bug me, but I think its mostly cuz I've been in a shitty mood this last week or so. I don't know what it is, I'm lacking something in my life. So I bought an ipod nano, that kind of helped, but now I'm just running all the time and I'm constantly tired (read previous post). It's kind of interesting what kind of effect spending so much money can have on my life. For instance, before I'd set my alarm for 9am and get up at 10:30 and barely make it to class. Now, I get up at 9 run 2.5miles and do my whole workout and barely make it to class. I just feel so guilty about spending so much money, I gotta make up for it, justify it somehow. And so far this is working, plus, I don't let myself abuse my ipod so one of the few times I get to use it is while running, so that’s even more incentive. Back to the funk I'm in. I don't know what’s the deal is, maybe this is what true alcoholics go through when they need a drink. I usually drink on thursdays but I'm not drunk now so maybe I'm just naturally down because my body is missing that regular injection of liquor, or maybe its all in my head. Maybe I'm just tired.
So, I'm off to the races with a new thought. Pretty much all girls want is attention. You give them that, and you’re good. With most you'll have to penetrate their natural self protective system (I forget what that’s actually called) but then you'll be good. But who knows, not like I'm dying for another drama filled ordeal which will result in me just being pissed off all the time anyways. But, I'll be damned if I don't still think about it all the time.
Don't worry… I'll post something interesting eventually.
posted by Alrik B. at 12:09 AM
3 Comments:
Alrik- that's one of your more concise, well thought out posts in a while. I applaud. As for the funk, it will pass over, you'll be hankering over some new girl. Best of luck. Hey, I'm not annoying, I am always asleep :-P
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Out of all your musings about girls that last thought is probably the best you have had. However, it is not only attention that you have to give girls. You need to make them feel like they are wanted all the time, and if you can do that your are set. Sometime you can even make them feel wanted without giving them that much attention. We have one friend that I've noticed does this very well
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