Dream

Last night I had a dream. It involved a girl I once knew, a girl who I was supposed to call but never had the time. Its been near a month since I've talked to her and I want to call her but Im not sure if it would be wise. Then I had this dream. She was there and amazing and it involved me calling her, getting together with her and eventually falling in love and just having a normal relationship with her. It was one of those dreams so real that I didn't know if it was real or not. In the dream I constantly thought to my self "I must be dreaming, this is too good to be true" and then I would fall asleep with her by my side and then Id wake up to find her next to me. Yes, I slept within my dream. It was like a real life simulation, nothing like a normal dream in any way. So because of my tests, pinching and all kinds of other things, I convinced my self it was real not a dream. This dream went on forever and it was the best forever I can think of. It wasn't even sexual, it was something else that made it so great. So eventually in the dream when I was holding her she dissappeared and then I was lying in bed hugging nothing. Harsh wakeup call to reality.

Its a sad thing to wake up to a reality I was convinced I was already in. It even took me a little while to figuere out for sure that it was all a dream. I eventually got up, after sleeping through class, and made it to my second class, walking in the surreal sunlight. Now however great the dream was, its time to decide what it meant. Should I call this girl? Should I forget it, does it mean anything at all? The girl in my dream was probably just my "dream girl" but she wasn't perfect in the dream, its almost too hard to explain. Anyways who knows what the dream meant, but if I don't call her I'll never know. I just have to decide if I can live with that or not.